note 4

It was unexpected. I'm confused and I'm out of idea.

To either get rid of it or to at least solve it.

It was never easy to get a friend who would really understand you and be with you all the times.

I rather not be here than going through all this.

note 3

This isn't me missing you.

This is me missing the me I used to be.

This isn't me.

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note 2

There's a place in your heart

and I know that it is love

and this place could be much

brighter than tomorrow

And if you really try

you'll find there's no need to cry

in this place you'll feel

there's no hurt and sorrow

There are ways to get there

if you care enough for the living

make a little space

make a better place

Michael Jackson, Heal the world.

If only I cared about consequences. If only I cared about myself.

If only I cared about the people. If only I cared about actions.

I'm a human who never cared less about surrounding.

I'm stranded. I'm lost. I'm vintage. I'm restless.