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February is coming to an end. It have been the most hectic and wonderful month so far. A lot have been going. I've had been doing / trying new things. It wasn't bad after all. Spending time with the best-friends, friends, and family. I couldn't ask for more. Everything is going very smoothly. And would really like to keep it that way. I've got all the opportunities I can get. I've been saying 'yes' to most of the offers.

"This is the best time of my life, so far!" Homer Simpson

Best thing are yet to come, so keep living life.

Let's work hard, play hard. Pray harder, and live wiser.

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It's called Origami

and I'm in love with it.

This is how I waste my time.

Orgasm~

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Dear past, stop tapping me on the shoulders, I don't want to look back.but then again some people just tend to 'help' me remember the past without fail. Thank you.

p/s: Thank you for remembering what I've been trying to forget. Thank you for telling people what I'm used to be and what I've become. You can proudly laugh to my face now. I'll take it, just because you are who you are.

Note 42

Matok's Crib

Taken by: Mohamen Reza

I miss the wooden house. I miss the environment. I miss the simple life. I miss the people. Living in a house without air-cond, without internet access, no access to my own transportation, not having any friends back there. Call it anti-social, call it rural, its just the way to live without having to commit to anyone or anything.

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If... By Azira Aziz

If things could be changed
would you have done differently
what we have now in result?

If life can be shaped
simply as clay in your hands
would you shape it thus
into your own making
or sacrifice it for others
those who shall stand after
we have lived our stay?

If love is simply that
which when was claimed
it would stay forevermore
would you have guarded it
with more than your life?

If I am simply a mist
of lost hopes-shattered dreams
would you hold on fast
and keep me by your side
as someday, someday
perhaps it may come to pass?

If our yesterdays were cruel
and our future bleaker
would it matter anyway
since we have each other?

If my soul is marred
by scars and sorrows
’till all reason
has left me hollow
would you grasp my hand
and pull me up
shake off all my
deep sorrows of doubt?

When the desert is want
of sweet clean water
and the storm of hails
in want of soft breeze
would our hearts be
strong and sturdy through
all we have to bear
just to remain as
we wished it to remain?

If life is so
while we are as we are
for want of sureness
I would still bear
never will I regret
taking this one chance
as I had you once
even for a little while.

And that is more than I could ever wish for.

Therefore, I wish for nothing more than those I've already have. I care and love them much, that I'll do anything for them. I'll cherish what I have now, rather than looking for the others.

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People were created

to be loved,

things were created

to be used.

The reason the world

is in chaos is because

things are being loved

and people

are being used.

The Memories We Once Shared.

Especially for you!

Limmy

Have a safe journey! Do enjoy your stay in Brisbane, but remember that your real intention is to finish up your studies. I know it has been awhile since I posted anything about us. These are the only collection I have with me, I've lost the rest sorry for that. Anyway, on behalf of everyone else we wish you all the best! We will miss you!!!!

p/s: Bring back gift from Aussie when you come back to Malaysia.... :)

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Treat everybody as if it's their last day on earth, because you never know it might be.

Nota Kecewa

It's almost 6am and I'm still work my fat ass off to finish up this lit review. Thank you Nabil for being my partner, even though last minute baru team up with me. Thank you so much. Sayang aku kat kau. Betul weh, tak tipu!! I'm really grateful since I was suppose to do this ass thingy alone, while everyone else have their partner to work with. Yes, saya tahu saya special case. A voluntary loner [those who knew me since Pre-Law will understand this]. Okay enough of this rambling shit, need to work of the paper work NOW!

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From inside, I could see a small boy, who I guessed was about 12 years old, holding a knife while inspecting someone's bag. -NST-

The moments of terror in Egpyt. This have to stop. Even a child have joined in the riots? Children were suppose to lead a colourful life without having any fear, they are the next generation. A childhood like that will not make this world a better place, but a dangerous one. Our Malaysian are coming home, safely. That all that matters, I still am praying for the safety of my best friend Sarah and my cousin Hazwan.

not-to-self: May God leads you to right way. Your journey is still long. Make a wise decision.

note 37

Sorry for all the trouble, and I miss you too.

note 36

FREADOM

Now back to reading all the journals and articles.

Have to finish reading it all by today.

Need to start studying for the quiz.

p/s: I'm in denial. I need extra days added to my holidays.

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Cancer
The crabs are quite mysterious, are major strategists and often show reflective tendencies. They are the ideal home makers and are very supportive of their friends, families and partners. Despite this, they do not make many friends as they are very selective. They tend to withdraw into their shells at the slightest instance of betrayal or hurt. Cancerians, being water signs, are, by nature, emotional and shy individuals and tend not to take initiative to go ahead and approach people on their own. Rather, they are more comfortable if other people approach them for purpose of making friends. They are the greatest agony aunts of any friends' group and are the most interested in making sure your issues are solved in a peaceful manner!

I guess this would be a very good explanation to those whom have been asking me why am I so mysterious and emotional most of the time. What more can I say, it runs in the blood. Its my Nature!!!! And and DO NOT laugh, I am shy but I can easily be goofy and crazy in front of a few selected friends though.

p/s: I'm missing my friends already and it haven't even been a week since I last saw them. :(

note-to-self: You better start working on your assignments NOW!!

Those people I loved. on Twitpic

Those people I loved. on Twitpic

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"If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best!" -MM

How is fair when I accepted you just the way you are, and yet you try to change me. Every single bit of it. So where did the sincerity goes??? Down the drain? Go clear your thoughts please. It's cloudy.

p/s: I'll call later. I'm tired now. I'm off to bed.