Ini untuk kamu. Harap kamu mengerti.

Yeah! Quite honestly the above statement is indeed true.

I trusted you, then you bailed out on me. Thank you!

What ever I've told you doesn't mean that you

can actually share it with your friends dear...

the only exception.

Terasa hati

Saya mula faham

satu-satunya punca kenapa kita mudah kecil hati dengan seseorang

adalah kerana kita ada hati dengan dia

- Wani Ardy

regards to you

Thinks people who don't know anything about someone else relationship

should mind their own business and worry about their own relationship.

I'm sick of people asking the same old question again and again. Sorry, I can't give you the answer that you wanted to hear. Why? Because I do not have the answer to all those useless questions of yours. I still stand my ground, that I would not get myself involve in any sort of relationship for the time being. Been there, done that. And the result is that I'm just too ignorant to be fully committed. I'm a free spirit, and I like it that way.

For now let's just stick to our traditional way. I'll text you. I'll call you when I really really miss talking to you or when I need to talk you or even when you need to talk to me. I wish I could meet you every now or then, but due to time constraint and a few other factors I just can't. I'm sorry about that, I'm trying my very best. I promise to visit, and I will keep my promise. I know I've been lying to you lately, especially about my bad habit which I promise to quit but I am still doing it. But that was it, apart from that I've never lied.

Assignment due on Monday, I'm half-way done yet I'm rambling shits. I freaking need my holiday and not spend my weekends with lovely assignments. Oh never mind, I still have next weekend to go have fun, perhaps. I promise to reward myself, yet I do not have the time to do so. Next Sunday should be a good day, with lovely cousins celebrating Azrina's 18th birthday in Palate Palette. That should be a nice reward to self.

point taken

I never felt so down like this before, and I need you badly :(
Things are not working my way, not the way I wanted it to be,
not the way it was supposed to turn out.

Support system not being very supportive lately,
hardly even had time to meet up.
Work loads are killing my leisure time.

I wish I could turn back time,

when it was easier for us to just sit and talk,

less priority and less disruption.

I miss you dear, I really do~ Darl, I love you!

put head on WORKING mood

Esok hari Ahad, and I still have a lot of work in-progress. Pragmatics belum baca lagi, Isnin ada quiz. Slides untuk CTU esok baru nak compile and buat kertas kerja. Saya tidak fasih berbahasa ibunda, wahai lecturer yang dihormati sila beri sedikit belas kasihan :( I wonder how the storyboard will look like when its finally siap dilukis. Mock Meeting still in preparation, kena brainstorm again. The previous idea was a lil-bit-funny. This semester belum kena buat any assignment lagi, tapi semua kena hand-in on that day itself. Paling tidak pun asyik buat evaluation day, which sounds more like a judgement day to me. Another 1/2 of the semester left before finals. Too soon too quick, why do time have to fly so fast.

note to self: wake up and mula terima kenyataan, u got so much work to do with so little time. next week sangat pack, bila tiba hujung minggu saya akan beri reward kepada diri sendiri. siapa nak ikut?

Avoid This!

Girls are DISTRACTIONS,

Attachment is a DESTRUCTION.

fikiran separuh sedar

tanpa kita sedari, kita telah temui tempat untuk kita mengadu masalah.

kadang-kadang bukan senang untuk kita sampaikan apa yang ingin kita sampaikan tanpa bantuan orang lain.

ada kalanya kita rasa tidak puas hati dengan tingkah laku seseorang, tapi kita pilih untuk tidak menyuarakan pendapat hanya kerana tidak mahu isu menjadi masalah.

ada perkara yang lebih baik untuk kita pendam dan simpan dari mendapat tahu hal yang sebenar, kerana realiti amat menyakitkan.

I am secretive and will always be.

To DL - Yes, I understand you. I know your real intention but sometimes, you ignore my feelings.